Heartbroken...

[litoshawn4o9]

dang it was like only yesterday we was holding hands
now its only like today, your with another man//
9 months has gone, yet it felt like 9 years
a week since you moved on, yet im still in my fears/
just wishin', hopin' that you was still near//
you broke it off like it was nothing, coldhearted
but i was the fool in the beginning, hearts parted//
i remember the touch of your hand when we held
but now im left with that empty feeling when we fell//
and i felt so much pain that night, i cried my heart out
i scream, took out my anger out and i even shout/
calling out your name, hoping you would understand
that i cant picture you holding hands with another man...//
it seems like you didnt care if these memories last
cause all you told me was the past is the past//
leave it alone, there's nothing you can do
yet im still in denial, cause i dont want it to be true//
slowly im killin myself, and i dont know why
why do i still cry even though my tears are dry//
and why did you lie infront of my face
when i already knew the truth/
i asked you tell me honestly yet still, it was still
something you couldn't do//
so i left it alone, speechless..words i can't say
while im still here... heartbroken.. ever since that day//
o9-3o-o5 you told me it was forever baby
o6-22-o6 you just left me gone crazy//
im insane, cause i dont kno how to express myself
and im just killin myself//
the pain its just too much for me to bare
while i just sit here heartbroken...without no one to care..//
i gave you everything i had, my love my body my soul
your touch and love was so warm.. but now im left cold//
i felt commitment when you laid in my arms
i felt so lucky to have you...but now i lost my goodluck charm//
now i try to hold and grip something that isn't real
while i'm just still heartbroken...without love i can't feel...//


blurr.. its all true if yah wondering.. just tryna express myself slowly to ease my pain..

- oh yeah henry hit me back up.... tell me what you think? i havent done something like this in a while.. lol

[froggyboy604]

so sad. it sort of made me emotional. i like what you write.